That’s where I’m at this morning. Sitting in the dark neuro icu lobby. Watching the news on one tv and mtv on the other and waiting for 8:30 so I can go back in the room with DLove.
My heart, my body, my soul…aches for you.
I’m distraught and worried and mad and upset. I never thought I had so many tears available to cry.
I miss you.
He’s the love of my life. The man I waited for and longed for. I’m longing for him now.
Ever get sad and want that one person to hold you, kiss you, talk to and encourage you? Of course you do. Me too. But this time my go-to person is fighting for his life and the illness has a temporary grip on him
Come back to me.
Talk about an emotional rollercoaster!? That’s what we are on now.
I’m not ok deep down but some moments I can’t even seem to cry. Others, I can’t stop crying.
This feeling is terrible. DLove is helpless and not really able to communicate anymore. I’m so scared. So so scared.
I can tell you the messages of support I’m getting are amazing. Although I’ve never felt more helpless in my life, supportive messages always do a heart good.
Thank you again.
Here’s an update on my DLove:
Encephalitis and possible Gillian Barre Syndrome. He’s in neuro icu and being well taken care of.
I feel the love and I’m telling DLove about all of your messages of support and prayer.
Why? Why us? Why DLove? He was fine and then bam!
He’s in ICU.
He’s very sick. We are at the hospital and if you’re a praying person, please pray for him.